If I can’t drink on my 18th, I will have to postpone my birthday until I can.

off to the docs for a second time, wish me luck x

had a dream that I met Tom sturridge in tesco and he wasn’t very nice or welcoming, he was hobbling around on a little childs beach chair because he couldn’t afford a wheel chair since he had a stub now… :s

then I just walked off and me, Ben and honor learnt the whole routine to a destinys child song :s

I felt like I was watching some form of child porn, not even joking. one minute this sweet, innocent girl was like ‘aw look at the pretty flowers’ and the next, this man dressed in black with a really deep voice came up behind her and was like ‘I wanna fuck you so hard’. It got to the nitty gritty so quickly I was like WTF and seeing an animated vagina was HILARIOUS. haha

can’t sleep, I’m waiting till half 12 until I can have my next dosage of pills. I’m too hot to fall asleep but too shakey to put the cold flannel on my head because it makes this headache worse. also to add to that the pain in my stomach hasn’t vanished and my chest is still really tight.

I just want to sleeeeeep.
sleeeeeeeep. just sleeeeeep.

since I haven’t learnt to drive yet or got a provisional liscense what should I use as my id when I’m 18, will I have to get a ‘citizens card’ feel pretty lame getting one of those haha where do I get a Id card from?!?

gonna have some pills and get cracking… kind of.

sick of feeling gross
I wouldn’t mind my eyes depuffing and wouldn’t mind feeling well, so I can feel pretty for a bit

mah hed hurtzzzzzz

quite fancy some macaroni cheese or something right now

had a dream about getting my snug pierced and I think it’s correct, I don’t think I have enough snug to get pierced :(

they did it and it just fell out lmao

I got him 18 things and they were pretty expensive, got him 18 balloons and everything. I am a fool. lol

that shower was ace, if I was a sim my hygiene would be top notch right now. praise the lord for showers.

this fan is also working wonders
might play sims3 on my iPod though i’d love to download ambitions or something ~~*I will research*~~

or a chicken caesar wrap

I’d kill to do have some strawberries and a salady dish right now

think I’m going to chunder because of this majorly horrendous back pain that just went shooting up my spine. :/

lol I woke up at 7.30pm (thinking it was 3pm) when I went to sleep again after some food at 12.30ish… and I want to go to sleep again, feeling pretty rough just had my next installment of drugssss - watching this programme on jack the ripper cool stuff ;)

feel so ill and shakey. I’ve got a temperature, migraine and a bad throat. my eyes have puffed up and it feels horrendous. I’m all sweaty ugh & mum and dad won’t give me tablets and I’d like a usual cup of tea not a fruit one lol - getting all selfish now - they haven’t even come up to see if I’m ok! // going to go back to sleep and shut out the world, night-ish…

an anons message just made me feel incredible thank you anon. I love you whoever you are.

• I can do my history
• I will feel better soon
• I need to focus on the people who matter
• fo sho everything’s going to be alright

feeling emotionally better atm, though I’ve got a migraine again, a temperature and still have 12 questions to do for history tomorrow.

for people who don’t want to be in my life: fuck you. fuck you to the ground right now. don’t know why I bother.

x

right gonna compete with his music and tidy! :)

I’m thinking a bit of Yuck will suffice ;)

James is back and is also playing some horrendous music lol

only been apart from my aarizona for a couple of hours and I already miss him, how sad is that…?

AARON IS SO AMAZING!!! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!!

we’re watching ace Ventura HELL YEAHHH

too ill to go to the party we were going to go to so me & Aaron are staying in. that will involve laying in his bed and me being his fifa apprentice because I’m determined to get fabulous at that game :D

is there anything you’re supposed to do if you faint whilst having a headache? my head just started pounding & I fainted… do I need water/what?

massive headache for the fourth day in a row now :( want to curl up and do nothing

I don’t really like it when people write in their description that they ‘hate everything’, ‘hate the world’ and ‘probably will hate you’. Surely, that is not the truth at all since I’ve seen so many blogs with it on- and no, it doesn’t make me want to celebrate in their hatefulness. Unless the world is genuinely filled with so many outright hateful people, which it obviously is but not 14-17 year olds on tumblr, then I will begin to believe that you actually hate ‘a lot of things’.

Also, everyone hates a lot of things but there’s no need to put it so damn soon on your blogs. It’d be more daring and outrageous if you put ‘I hate one thing’ because obviously that must mean you really really really hate it and it’s still mysterious enough to not actually say ‘oh no it’s just when I find hair in my soup’ or ‘biscuit stuff in the bottom of my tea’…

I don’t know i’m just rambling now but there’s something that I don’t really like about it lmao :)

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both cannot be later naomi, you must choose.
i vote tidy.